Hangin' On to the Edge of Forever

[themostepotente]

Today is my 39th birthday, and man do I feel like I'm hangin' on to the edge of forever. Sometimes, I wonder how I've made it this far with all the crazy whacked-out shit I've done.

I still get carded for entrance into the casino, for liquor and for the occasional pack of cloves. I don't think I quite look my age, but still, I don't want to get older, dammit!

I really, really don't want to turn, much less think about, the big 4-0.

I have a whole year to think about this, but ladies, any advice? Thoughts. Wishes. Stories to share. Virtual cake and alkeehol. Hot nakey boys.

--P

Comments

[cathexys.livejournal.com]

No advice, only happy birthday wishes!

I was so freaked by 39 that I worried all year, and by the time 40 came around it was almost a relief :)

[themostepotente.livejournal.com]

It's kinda like dipping a tentative toe in the pool or bath, yes?

Thanks for the birthday wishes :-)

[cathexys.livejournal.com]

It totally is :)

Or rather, it's like having a year to freak out about getting old. And then when it's time, you've exhausted yourself and made peace :)

*hugs*