Fuck. Work Woes.

Fuck, I do not even want to go in to work today. My nerves are just fucking shattered.

I work in a not-so-nice area of Detroit. Yesterday, we had a drive-by shooting right outside our doors. Some man was just driving his car and minding his own business when someone opened fire on him and shot him. A few times I'd heard. The police were outside and in our building all damn day.

The loud noise I heard during lunch was him slamming into a telephone pole. This? Disturbs me greatly. As it should. The world is not a safe place and it frightens me and makes me angry as all fuck.

I have a CCW license, and I am considering carrying a gun to work. I think this scares me even more than the actual shooting. That I would even have to consider this. I know nobody that carries a gun to work for safety reasons.

To make matters worse, our plumbing was all jacked up yesterday, too. The toilets were unflushable for most of the day. Half of me was crawling out of my skin wanting to go home while the other half of me was miserable with penis envy. Yeah, it's okay to laugh here :P

*sighs*

I need a sugar mama so I don't have to work, dammit. Any volunteers?

--P